On May 18, me and my friends had heard a rumor about him commiting suicide. But we thought it was a joke or just messin around. But then more people started to call me and ask me more about what happend. So I called one of his friends and he said "yeah" and we were like in shock. By then our skool has found out. They  were at the hospital tryin to find out information and to see wut they needed help in. The next day people in our skool were askin us wut happen and to see if it's true. We didn't know wut to say to them. Either lie to them or say the truth.

 So in that earlier that day, we had an assembly and dats when I saw my friends in a pile cryin cuz they knew wut happend. Right there the principal told every student and offered us counseling. Right there we had hope dat everything would go back to normal and were wishing dat Cesar would come back as he is. WE made "Get Well" cards and we praying for him. We were making funraisers for him and his family.

 All of our hopes and dreams of him being better lead to a ig horrible nightmare. On Tuesday, May 25, I got a text message from his friend saying that Cesar was going to be disconnected from the machines. I told my friends immidiately so they can go to da main office and check if it was a lie or sumthin.Later on in 5th. period, our counselor called us in and said dat wut we heard was no rumor. It was only da truth and dat they were going to disconnect him at 1 in the afternoon. We were sad and just askin ourselves why???? We thought dat it was cuz of the money. But even if he didn't get disconnected, he wouldn't be the same.

Cesar is one of the most funniest and easy to get along wit guys dat I know. He was cool and even though people talked sh!t about him, he always showed us dat he didn't listen. He always brought in his guitar ot his skateboard. During lunch, him, joan, & rosendo used to play da guitar and sing songs. Me, personaly, enjoyed it cuz he was just always happy doing his thang. Having dat big ass cool-aid smile and really didn't pay attention to wut people said. He always copied people's homework and he would be like " Hey dude!! Did we have homework for Ms. Gonzalez, Hey let me copy"

Some people don't know dat I called him Spiderman.The reason why I call him Spierman is cuz I remember this one time, he was carring a Spiderman backpack and I asked him " where did u get that?" and he said dat he got it from his brother. Then on Halloween we couldn't wear an outfit and I told him "u should wore a Spderman shirt and u can say ur Spiderman". Ever since dat day I starte to call him Spiderman. I didn't say out loud,I only kept it to myself until dat day happend.